shifting perspective
my mum just came into my room.. she commented why am i still buying suits when im leaving the company already.. i grinned at her..
these few days i have been thinking.. somehow subconsciously at the back of my mind.. i feel like staying in the firm.. i like the work.. i like the pple.. im beginning to handle it better.. firstly cos the crunch is over.. secondly cos im not holding on to things so tightly anymore (ie im learning how to let go.. how to go back earlier..etc)..
i dunno.. if i go to my mum's place.. the freedom will be of a different kind.. and im scared i will get bored there.. and that i will be stagnant there.. and my brains will rot there.. and i will have no one to tok to and i will end up tokking to myself.. haha :).. dunno leh.. things will be different.. and cos of this comfort zone that i have built around myself for the last 4 years.. i guess it will be difficult..
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If you do retire, I'll make sure your brains don't rot there at new place. i will let you think of where to eat lunch everyday. that oughta keep you occupied for a while. See you in Genting (you do know which one right?) oops... I'm supposed to be an anonymous photography... go snap pictures liaoz....*poof*
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