a closure for myself..

the happy moments that we shared constantly replay in my mind.. but i guess.. u made the decision.. u think that i will be happy this way.. mebbe.. mebbe u see the hee hee ha ha outlook of mine now... and u keep telling me you want me to be the happy girl that is who i am.. but.. well.. i dunno..

but then again.. u also have been highlighting that its for the better for yourself.. mebbe u see it in a different light.. that i cant see.. but i know i cant force you.. and u wun change ur mind.. but if ever u do.. please let me know.. i dun wan to make things difficult for u.. u probably went thru a lot in the 9 months we were together.. for you to be so tired.. for you to let go of this relationship.. as the song went.. we were both not wrong.. i guess..

im always ready to be frens.. i can do that one.. i wun give u the puppy dog face that i wan to get back together with you.. which will make it difficult for us to be frens.. you will always be dear to me.. we can go back to the times when i tot u were gay and just wanted a good guy confident.. :) u can be prof lim and i can be dr ang.. in the true sense.. see ya when i get back to singapore.. :)