home alone..

i miss my mum.. she went to sentosa today with her frens.. to stayover again at rasa sentosa.. without her ard only for today.. and i feel lost oredi..

guess we always took for granted that my mum is always at home.. like when i come back late at night.. whether from work or from clubbing.. she will still be awake.. working and watching tv outside.. and sometimes when i come back, she would have just got back home too.. with some food that she bought on her way home.. or she would cook some finger food for us..

oh well.. today she wasnt at home.. and today i was home the whole day.. feel lonely.. a bit sad.. though i was the one who chose not to go out cos i got a slight hangover from yesterday.. but i finally feel wat my mum feels.. everyday being home when no one else is home yet.. hmm... oh well.. after what i do on monday.. and what i will be doing one month from then.. i guess i will have more time to spend with her oredi..

one more thing.. cos i was home alone today.. didnt have any food.. survived on the pineapple tarts and the bakkwa.. but getting sick of them oredi.. just had a bowl of milo with crackers.. not exactly the healthiest lifestyle around.. but it will have to suffice for today :)